:)

hmmmm

Shannen is coming home at some point today cant wait to talk to her and my boys again :)

:(

Yeah Shannen has gone now and I'm already really lonely :'( I hate it when she goes camping I just get so lonely and bored and I worry so fucking much about her I'd hate it if anything happened to her....Maybe I'm just being stupid....Well I dont know roll on Monday

Lots of love for this guy

This guy is the most gorgeous fantastic person in the whole entire world hes so gorgeously sexy its sickening he has the BEST style ever and he always has amazing hair.....I could spend all day everyday talking to him if i had the chance SOOOOOOO much love.....lots and lots of love too much to even describe :)

Im a nice person

Before and After DAMN!

                                                     Before.....6 Years ago age 11

                                                      
                                                      After......6 Years later age 17

:)

Thinking of you makes my heart skip a beat <3

Sooooooooooooooooooo erm FUNNY!

I almost died watching this LOL

And now the most amazing fantastical band members of all fucking time....

                                                    James Hetfield - Singer - Metallica

                                                     Kirk Hammet - Guitar - Metallica

                                          Rob (Cant spell his last name) - Bass - Metallica

As you can see my favourite band of all time is Metallica I haven't added in Lars Ulrich because I think hes an arrogant wanker but the rest of the band members are great

My favourite band members (Different bands)

James Owen Sullivan (The Rev) R.I.P 28th December 2009 - Drummer - Avenged Sevenfold

Mathew Charles Sanders (M. Shadows) - Singer - Avenged Sevenfold

Brian Elwin Haner Jr (Synyster Gates) - Lead Guitar - Avenged Sevenfold

 Zachary Baker :S forgot middle name (Zacky Vengeance) Rythm Guitar - Avenged Sevenfold

                                                    Bill Kaulitz - Singer -Tokio Hotel

 
                                                     Tom Kaulitz - Guitar - Tokio Hotel

                                                     Georg Listing - Bass - Tokio Hotel

                                                Gustav Schafer - Drummer - Tokio Hotel

                                            Andy Sixx - Singer - Black Veil Brides

Just a little...Relief

So my best friend Shannen is going away for the weekend with the fire lot and I'm going to miss her soooooo much cause I'm use to being with her everyday and honestly shes the only person I hang around with so I can't like go out with other friends either so I'm going to stay indoors all weekend youtubeing and maybe blogging.

I really should think or feel this but I get so jealous when Shannen does stuff without me I just feel angry and just emotional and I really need to stop being that way because it's rather sad of me but....I cant stand her having fun without me or having a good time. And I'm really scared about her going aswell because her ex Tony who is obsessed with her...I dont trust him hes lied about her and him before and I know they have booze at these places and I dont want Shannen drinking a lot and Tony taking advantage I've never liked the boy but I'm not saying this just because of that reason I just dont want Shannen getting hurt and another thing that hurts is knowing that Shannen is going to have all these memories GOOD memories and I'm not in them all me and Shannen do is sit around not exactly memories it hurts a lot and thats really selfish of me because being a best friend you should just be happy for you friend and not pull them back but I'm like a lost puppy I have some weird issues I'm scared of people leaving I'm scared of people finding someone new and forgetting about me it's happened before and I scare myself by thinking it will happen again...but I should know it wont because I'm Shannens best friend but it's just one of those things thats eating away at me.

She just means so much to me

My favourite song at the moment

                       
                          Yeah I'm in love with Lady Gaga and right now this is my favourite song

SHIT WEEKEND!

Its going to be shit im going to be shit time is going to be shit everything is going to be shit its all a bunch of cunt and i hate it shit shit shit shit shit fucking bunch of ass cunts hate it boring nothing to do fucking hell CUNTS!

My best mate and me

See this girl (the one on the right) shes just....AMAZING we argue we fight we support eachother we bitch but we are always there for eachother no matter what....Whenver im down ill go to her, if i want a hug ill hug her, if i text her in the middle of the night she will answer shes just an amazing girl but a girl not to mess with
I loves my bestie

I hurted myself....

So i decided that i would ride my bike down to Shannens today as its nice weather and i did the only injury i got was a little scratch from a tree....The day went well was nice seeing Shannen....Then i was like "i can skid my bike watch" so i went to the top of the road and started going down it (it was downhill) then some random knob head decided to swing his door open with looking so ive gone crashing into this door and came straight off my bike...I was in shock i was just like "Sorry about the door" then i saw Shannen running up the road and she was like "are you okay" and i was like "yeah im fine" then i just cried it was all just so bleurgh then she had ago at the man cause he was like " you dented my door" and she was like "shes just came off her bike she wacked her head leave her alone" wanna see my injury?

This is the biggest one but i have a graze on my boob a little graze on my other elbow and apparently my head bounced but it feels fine

THORPE PARK!

So yeah i went to Thorpe Park for my 16th birthday with Shannen, my dad, Anita, Amber, Kim and Dave and i loved it. BUT im going there again on the 15th August AHHH xD cant wait.....Wish Shannen could come though shes a babe

Im feeling vain so yeah....

So i felt like uploading some pics of me because i feel like it

Me and Roxy

Isn't Roxy just toooooo cute xD

Peeling back :(

Got sunburnt and when i said to my friend i never peel guess what happened a couple days later -__-

BBQ

So I had a BBQ at mine last week and Anita's side of the family was invited she went a bit mental with the booze and we had this left over.

Shannen's foundation shroooooooom

Walking home today i saw this so i had to take a picture for Shannen....

                                                                         Audi TT

Just stuff

I called my mum on thursday because we were meant to be meeting up tomorow so I called her to see if she was still meeting me, but like old times she cancelled. It's upset me because I went against my close friends to give her a chance. So many people warned me so now I'm not going to call her first or text her if she wants to see me she can call me first. I cant believe I didn't listen to my friends I'm going to get so many "I told you so's".

Been seeing Shannen as normal (as if thats going to change anytime soon) but I've been having to like go round hers without her dad knowing so I have to leave before he gets in.

Got myself a college interview which I am ecstatic about I'm so happy about it I just hope I actually get in because that will make my year and it will give me a chance to tell my nan to shove everything shes said up her ass because I'm actually getting somewhere.

Me and Shannen went to see her nanny the other day

                                                       Shannen looking very prettyful

                                                      Walking over Rochester bridge

                                                 Rochester Castle is somewhere there

                                                             RANDOM BALD GUY!

We had a really good day it just got us out and about and we actually spoke to eachother about things instead of just sitting indoors watching the telly I do loves my best friend :)